It's so weird to think all of these things. Everything that I've been posting, all the anxieties and nervousness. I've honestly never been so nervous with anyone else I've dated. Weird, because I've never felt more compatible with anyone as far as personalities. But personalities are very different that what people want for their future.

I've always pretty much know that The DJ was never someone I could spend my life with. Not that I don't want to. It's just not who he is. He will say sweet things when he's drunk. But I just don't think he even considers a future with me. I'm just another phase in his life. Ins